early mornin bit nervous fightin anxiety constantly control feel spin hurts remember feel don express thankful hurts understand don lose control nothin tryin day hold breath spinnin space pressin chest don lose control comin tryin breathe air caught older shake wouldn didn holdin hand don lose control nothin tryin day hold breath spinnin space pressin chest don lose control strong ve grow doubts don lose control nothin don lose control nothin tryin day hold breath spinnin space pressin chest don lose control